Nothing

Well really .. there is nothing in particular to write about ... I am writing more to keep up the discipline of writing to this blog once in a while and also to capture some of my thoughts. I do not expect this post to make much sense to anybody because some of the thougths are a result of long actions and reactions.

In the recent past I have generally wondered that no matter how much you want to stablize in your life there are always a lot of external influences that keep you from achieving this peace. You cannot really do much about a lot of these things because they are the same things that also give you dhots of happiness. In general they make you happy and when they behave in a wierd way, they upset you. So what I have finally realized is that you cannot really do away with most of them because they play such big role in your life that good or bad, when you do away with them, you feel a big void in your life which you start feeling every minute. Sometime you get so much used to somethings in life that it does not really matter if it is troubling you .... it just becomes a part of you lifestyle and you think that you cannot have any other possible lifestyle

But what happens when these things themselves go out of your life .. how do you cope up with that. It may be good in the long run but what about the present ?